I must thank God for the grace He has shown me all this while in my conscription.
For instance delivering me from punishment that was due me when I slept on guard duty.
That bastard of an OC wanted to charge me, but I guess God's bigger than the biggest dude on earth.
Oh well. I cant take God for granted.
But I am disturbed, very disturbed.
My classmates are all accelerating down the fast track, even those in the Singapore Armed Fugking Forces.
Check out my classmate's blog:
"Time reallie flies when I am in this camp. By the rate it goes I think very quickly I will ORD alr haha... Now i am just planning for my first real vacation trip since my As ended haha.. Thinking of goin Thailand either Koh Samui or Phuket to learn scuba..haha.. Any suggestions or anyone interested to join me? haha..."
Gee Whiz. Way to go, old chap.
Im stuck in the iron hells of Armour and there is no reprieve at all. None absolutely.
Am I actually bitching here?
Im I complaining over small little petty inconsequential trifles?
The fact is , NO.
I AM STUCK.
AND I WANT OUT.
NOW NOW NOW NOW NOW.
I am going stark raving mad and I need ORD desperately.
I cant really elaborate about training.
Not that its classified or anything, but the fact is I am too tired to recall what I've been through, and when I do I am too exhausted to put it into words, and if I do, it'll come out in monosyllabic phrases like:
monday i did SOC.
tuesday I did section battle course.
wednesday we did vehicle maintenence.
thursday had IPPT test
and so on
and so forth
ad infinitum
ad nauseum
Like now!
Im all for militaries and security. But I am not cut out to be a soldier.
